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Thursday, November 8th, 2001
4:18 am
i'm alive
Tuesday, September 25th, 2001
10:18 pm
10:14 pm
10:08 pm
10:05 pm
Sunday, August 5th, 2001
6:34 pm
...
My dog was put down.
I cried for 3 hours.
I hate people and life.
Thursday, June 28th, 2001
5:21 am
please wipe the dried blood from my fists and dab some dew on my dried eyes
I haven't slept for two days. I'm tired. Whenever I close my eyes I only see fear. Fear creeps into through my eyelids. I could sew them shut and it would still creep in. One of my last friends left me. I failed at friendship. I think about my art and i remember looking at the artwork of artists and fear what I am not. I fear my future more than the present. I have lovehandles. I don't want to be become like my father.

What if I do go to art school? What if i manage a steady art job? A job where i don't work around people on a regular basis. I'm still suck alone in my house with no friends in the future. I don't get a office job where i can say "hello _____ every day." Life intersts me less every day.

My wrist piercing is starting to hurt. i think i'm going to have to take a scaple and cut about... -- deep into flesh to get the piercing out... and about -------- wide.

Oh the fucking wonders of my life. Hardly even understand why i bother breathing.

Current Mood: sleepy
Friday, June 22nd, 2001
5:54 am
someday
some day my page is going to get insanely popular.
people will like me. and i will have friends. i will have a well paying job and people will want to use me for money. i won't let them. i will have concerts in every room of my house 24/7. the best bands will play in the bathroom. cause there is nothing better than peeing and listening to a sweet band. peeing and listening to a guitar solo. ooo. that's just to good.

my mom told me to go to bed. :(
i like sonic.

i'm reading the book "choke". it's funny. it's by the guy who wrote fight club.

Current Mood: sleepy
Thursday, June 21st, 2001
4:20 am
the gods must have been sloopy when they made me
i'm drawing a tattoo design.. right now cause i'm bored

Current Mood: not myself
Wednesday, June 20th, 2001
3:55 pm
hmm...
i need fans.
12:38 am


Current Mood: okay
Tuesday, June 19th, 2001
7:19 pm
this page is fucking pointless
4:40 pm
3:40 pm
i just downloaded this livejournal thing.
very intersting. now i can update and never have to look at my page. muwhahah...
or something.

Current Mood: mischievous
5:11 am
blood sucked.
the picture below. will be altered with chemicals in the future cause i dislike it.

Current Mood: uncomfortable
4:30 am
"blood is the issue"


Current Mood: aggravated
1:33 am
"Promoting volence"



click for a close up



Current Mood: full
Monday, June 18th, 2001
2:32 am
"tribute"
This is a piece called "tribute". My dog is currently in very bad health and isn't getting any better. so i drew a tribute to him.



click for a close up



Current Mood: sad
1:38 am
if people care about me...
why am i last on all of the the lists?

Current Mood: irritated
Sunday, June 17th, 2001
4:46 pm
mmmmmmmmmmm. computer fixed.
YAY
SCANNER = WORKING
AUDIO = WORKING
CD-WRITER = WORKING

i'm scared to plug in my webcam thing... hmm... i think i won't take the chance.

Current Mood: dorky
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